I do not blame anyone. That was just/only an unfortunate sentence composition from my side. So you are right. This was completely my own fault, and I take full responsibility for the things I have done. And I already mentioned this.
As long as you do the right thing from here on out, you should be fine.
This is what I am trying to do. I will write about my own life, and the events and things I see, including both real life and video games, as well as my Hive journey, and my own views on various things.