Cancer is as curable as a flu. It just takes a shit load of money to get that done and with the right people by your side you can cure it just by not trying to think about it. I know its hard, but remember you have lived your life to its fullest. And this is not the end.
In the meantime , smoke some cannabis it will slow it down :)
:) :) :) You may just be right on .... Can't say I'm disregarding you last suggestion. Appreciated! Kind regards, Gary