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RE: Inside the Mind of a Reluctant Cam Girl, and How Steemit Could Change My Life

Welcome to Steemit Jessica. That was a very interesting story. Sorry that you felt like Camming was your only option. It is never a good feeling to be doing something you don't love.

I hope Steemit can get you where you want to be.

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I don't think I felt it was my only option, but it was a world I was willing to dive into in order to not have to move back in with my parents in Wisconsin (and leave Barcelona where I was living before, or leave Mexico City where I am living now). Now that I know what it's like inside of that world, I have some really strong experiences that have affected me in an intense way, and a lot of opinions about what is going on both in the cam world and in the world in general as it relates to sex/sex work/the changing face of reality because of the internet in our hands at all times. In any case, I do hope that I can get ahead through my writing instead of using my body in a pretty unsavory way.

Thanks for reading <3

Yeah I hear ya. I'm originally from Indiana and I wouldn't want to move back there to live. There are cool things about it but in a lot of ways it would feel like a step backwards.
There is an increasing amount of guys who really can't meet a girl and so living in an online fantasy world is their only connection.
Honestly I have a lot of mixed feelings about the whole thing. I'm not opposed to the camming but I just think it sucks that you don't want to do it but feel like you have to. Just like someone working long hours at a job they don't like.