holy shit Jessica...that sounds really hard. I think I would fall to pieces. I am practically falling to pieces just reading about it. It's horrible. You sound like a really positive and creative and caring person, and you're definitely a great writer. I bet you'll do awesome here.
God, I just want to cry reading about it all...it's kinda hard for me to cry, but it's getting easier all the time. Luna is so adorable!!! I'm sure she is so happy to be with you =)
Porn is so weird...my girlfriend and I talk about it all the time. We both love to get naked and love people's bodies, and love sex..and there's such a big disconnect growing there for so many people, and the industry around it just feed this strangeness of unreality... I look at porn sometimes, I love reddit GoneWild, it's all free and consensual, just people that want to get naked and share just cause.
Your writing is fantastic =) I'm glad you're here...you're gonna do really well for yourself, I can tell. Thank you for sharing with us Jessica...I love how open you are about whats going on inside your head and heart. I want to hear more ! don't stop
also, I think Steemit is going to be a good community for real sex talk, but it's not quite yet, or I haven't seen many people talking about sex on here yet..but hope to see more
pps I'm resteeming this and dropping some whale tokens on it, it should get you a good start, looking forward to learning more about you and luna
Thank you for your kind words. They really, really mean a lot to me. Also, I agree 100% about porn and nakedness. It can be a beautiful thing, and it sinks me a little to see the world going this way, turning it into something sad.
I know I am a strong person. That's why I went that route of camming. The worst that could happen is I would break a bit, and then build myself back up even stronger. I suppose that is what is happening now.
As far as the sex talk, I have a friend who is all about reddit who told me steemit is still pretty conservative. I think a person can be conservative and still accept and listen to the reality of things around them. I didn't write anything lewd, after all. This is just the truth. And I feel comfortable not censoring myself here, which is amazing. Hopefully that feeling continues.
Thank you again for everything you said, and for reading. xoxo
lol!!! I just read your profile description, I think I must be an ENFP too :P no wonder
ENFP solidarity <3 <3
hey Jess, if you have a moment, tomorrow, go say hi to my friend Lily, she's a badass appalachia forest mama, who just did her first post...and I want her to meet some good folks, and not just all the greeting bots!
THANK YOU JESS!!!!!! I give you INFINITE REMOTE HUGS!!! HUG++
I found her!! She is GREAT <333 bear hugs to you too! Thanks for the tip. I always love some good reading from new digital friends.
thankYOU Jess!! I really appreciate it
Welcome to STEEMIT Jessica! Yeah, you really do have some great stories in your posts, quite captivating, and great start on STEEMIT!
And this is awesome! :)
thank you!! I think I have endless stories. They'll be coming out soon :) I am really loving steemit. telling all my friends to come on down!
also, thank you for the whale tokens! I am not sure what that means, but I think it's good, right?? I'm still super new here...
xoxoxo
you're very welcome...it means that OfficialFuzzy gave you a big 36% upvote :P that was when your post reward went from $20 to 80$, should give you a bit of lift to make it out to the whole platform.
wow, awesome :) I will just have to find OfficialFuzzy and thank them for their kindness!