Hello @oluwoleolaide
You need to take things easy because I can understand how you felt losing your dad few years to your bithday, coz I lost my dad few months to my 6th birthday too so just like you I have my mum as my father and mother in one, and I do pray day and night never too lose her any time from now.
All I can say is that God the one and only one who is greater and bigger than our earthly parents will console and all be with you... Take your time to overcome the pain you are going through...the road may be rough but the end will be great for you...
Well i lost my dad 2days to my 3rd birthday...