As always, thanks for the supportive comment. I'm glad you didn't find it to be too long winded. It's really cool that I can be off the grid, come back and you my friend didn't give up on me!! You're awesome. ♡
And yes, I tried all throughout my 20s to rectify things with my dad. One final last ditched effort here recently that ended with me being called "nasty", like okay.....
But my siblings, friends, mom, bf all have my back and are kind , supportive, and only one call away.