The more powerful intuition gets and the more I focus on getting guidance from my dreams, I can feel something deep in my bones that my entire world is about to get flipped upside down again. I'm hoping it's going to be an enjoyable experience, but I'll learn from it either way. I spent almost the entire day meditating, and no that isn't a joke about smoking for 4/20 because I've already told everyone I don't plan on smoking again until it becomes legal. Today I had some projections during the long meditation and I think they are pretty much telling me whats coming.
The theme of my last several dreams and projections seem to all be leading me somewhere else. I don't know where, but I don't really need to, I just have to follow the path. In one of the projections I was dealing with another verbal altercations between my parents and I. It seems they are/were under the impression that I am depressed and they don't think that I will be able to "return to normal." It didn't have any resolution, it was just them saying what they had to say and then I was back. The point is it doesn't matter what they or anyone else thinks. Depressed and suicidal is what led to spiritual awakening and so much growth. I don't fear what comes next and if it's living in a vehicle or couch surfing, I have been there and done that before. The whole world changes with our minds. Namaste.
If you're feeling it, it's real. Intuition is the source contacting you. Embrace "it", whatever "it" is. It's all happening, all of it.
It was strange, but I kept looking around like I was expecting someone to show up tonight. I realized they were already there. The comfortable calming feeling I felt before all my NDEs and the mirror connection I kept feeling. It's source and it's whats protecting and guiding us to all of these things. I don't need to question why or what I was shown, because I got what I needed to know from the message. Tonight I was looking around thinking she might show up, and you know what, I could see her in everyone and it hit me that the twin connection that I used to only feel to one person, I feel to everyone. We are all one and everything is always as it should be.
"We are all one and everything is always as it should be."
This is literally as real as it gets, buckle up bro, the ride has begun. Check out my reply to @philsquared's comment on this post if you haven't already.
It's interesting, because now that I'm aware that I would live for someone, I can't let myself die for them either. I can't go back into that "forever waiting" for them to figure shit out phase. I just have to keep living and have faith that the seeds were planted to help her grow into higher consciousness. Just like she was used to raise my consciousness, I have to believe that the things I said, the letters I wrote, and all of the shit that I said that didn't even make sense to me at the time. It all adds up to the ability for her to choose to live too. Maybe that is how I helped her. It doesn't have to make sense to me. Just shut up and trust it and don't hold myself back for anyone that isn't living authentically.
I feel this as well in my own unique ways very strongly, i get that same things are about to flip vibe
Hmmm, I was thinking it would just be in my personal life, but it's possible there could be something bigger coming. There are several planets in alignment today, let's see what happens.
I had a truly radical shift in my world view about two month's ago and I am still recovering from it. It is truly terrifying to have base realities that you thought to be true completely flipped upside down. It is an experience that was meant to happen but truly changed my life and perspective forever. If you foresee it in your future I wish you the best of luck. Just remember not to abandon the memories of your "old" world. They are still important even if you do reach a new one.
Thanks for the guidance, I'll keep an open mind.
Welcome to this 'new' world @philsquared, reality is but a construct, the shifting of realities and old to new, is proof that we are all energy and that everything & anything is possible. The veil is being lifted and the true nature of consciousness and the physical manifestations of it are being revealed for the benefit of all. Embrace the journey brother, we're in for the ride of our lives.