My heart filled with such compassion for what you described from the beginning. The more I read the higher my heart went up my throat. Heart wrenching does not do justice to what your words evoked.
Then a light...five tremendous words "not living in her diagnosis". I had never heard them before until just now. What a wonderful gift shared from one who who struggles on bravely, with her own cares, well defined, to share freely such wisdom to another who suffers so deeply as well.
Reading through your story of the race where you decided to stop and smell the roses also tells me you will walk through these trials with strength, and the dignity showed in your words. The "little man" is a very lucky little man indeed to have you. I'm sure he knows this on a soul to soul level.
I'm glad you're no longer running to get to where you know not when. It is enough to walk the line of heartache with the mindfulness of your complete surrounding...forward and back again. I'm certain others who read these words will also gain wisdom from them. Be sure to tell your friend what a treasure she is and how her words have helped not only you but so many like myself. Hug her for all of us won't you? (((hugs)))
Thank you! Your response was incredibly beautiful and touching. Thank you for taking the time to craft it and give me even more encouragement! It's true...he and I have a very special connection I believe we are kindred spirits or some may say part of my soul group. We had an amazing day in spite of all that is swirling around us, and he went to bed one happy (and tired) camper. I also appreciated you saying that I should tell my friend how much she impacted me with her timely drop in...I hadn't thought about doing that and I think she would greatly appreciate it. I will definitely pass along the hugs!
~smiles~ There is no better restful sleep than that of a happy camper. I like what you're saying about "soul groups" I believe we all have them. Lessons to exchange along the path.
I'm almost certain your friend will be happy to share the hugs. From me through you, do let her know that I've contemplated those four words more than a few times since reading them. Quite a simple revelation really...for me. Now to incorporate them through excepting them more fully. That may be a challenge...but given time this is one I can win.
It has resonated so much with me as well. Whenever I start to feel anxious I gently remind myself to come back to the moment and. It live in that diagnosis. It has definitely helped!