I guess at one point we all suck and that is important to know. When I studied Chinese in the beginning I would make many mistakes with the pronunciation. So did a lot d others. Many others were discouraged to try to speak as they fel embarrassed. I understood that speaking as much as possible was the key to learn and though there were some embarrassing moments on the way I was able to learn in the end.
Wow you did? Learning a new language can be way tough. I'm glad you were able to get passed your embarrassment and keep doing it anyways.
Thank you. It took a lot of time but eventually I did learn it. I decided to go to a Chinese university so I could practice everyday and it made all the difference