Man, what a ride it has been for me, these last 2 years
After blindly following STEEM for 3 years, touching it with a stick, hoping something would finally happen after years of waiting, but no
Nothing ever happened, the ship fucking sank.
Oh man, all those Bitcoins I had in my STEEM account, but I was blindly powering everything up thinking how the project has a future
But no, it wasn't like that.
Hundreds of videos edited, just to not be able to even see them anymore... as they all disappeared off DTube a while ago
They say that comes with decentralization part, eh?
In the process, I became a trader. I decided to get back everything that blindly holding STEEM took from me
How it went?
It went pretty damn good. I was self-employed for the last year, generating more income than I'd ever be able to
Eventually, I found out about Futures trading. Not the best thing to focus if you don't know how to handle your risks appropriately
And that's how it went for me. After generating much more Bitcoins than I've ever imagined
I was able to go on and live my dreams, visit any tropical Island and stay there, what did I do?
I got fucking greedy. Greed ate all of my Bitcoins. All of 'EM!
I suck a big fat dick.
Right now my trading account has $1.2 in it
Exciting you say? I fucking agree. I'm still in denial of what happened... still unsure how I let myself flush all those hard years of work down the toilette, but I fucking did it!
I'm officially crypto-broke as of today after doing better than ever in my life 2 weeks ago.
This shitty life is a rollercoaster for me. This is the 3rd bankrupt I've undergone under 30 years
You think shit is funny? Its not. My fucking hair is graying out... and that's the least of my problems
Bigger problems are, what the FUCK should I do now?
Corona second wave is approaching, the world economy will get buttfucked by BBC and things aren't looking bright
So where do I start? Where do I earn my first dollar in order to try and rebuild myself before the inevitable comes?
Inevitable is rich getting richer, poor getting poorer. You know how it is.
I'll restart my crypto-journey here on Hive, where it all started... not here to be precise (khm STEEM), but close fucking enough
Lets see how I do.
For the haters that say I only come when I need something. Fuck you guys. If you had better options for sure you wouldn't write blogs on HIVE to earn pennies!
You know its right. I'm out
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Listen, we live we learn. I have also been contemplating on my crypto regrets, not the best hole to creep into, but at some point we have to sit back and evaluate ourselves, that's how we evolve. At least, the next time you make your next $10, $100k, $1M etc, you will have some lessons under your belt to make better judgement, or at least I hope you will.
Take every $10, $100 , $1000 you make on Hive to build back up, nothing is impossible. I hope we get another chance of $1 soon, some of us need to catch a break :/
Hugs to you back. I do know nothing is impossible. Its just... I blew so much in few days, like, years of work... dedication, sweat, tears. all that shit :)
It hurts as fuck. I literally went from numerous Bitcoins to 1.2 dollars on my account, you know how it feels 😫
About the $1 thingy... I'm pretty sure you'll get your chance, not doubting it
It will be more then 1$ tho. when the time comes :)
Continue hustling. do you still create videos for 3speak?
It is hard dude, I went through a similar situation just after the huge bull run we had. I ended up broke as shit and in debt. Now I am coming out the other side with some money behind me and debt free just 1 year later.
Don't let it get you down and try work things out. Me personally I went and tried to enjoy life as best as I could and it worked out. It was actually nice to have a break from crypto to be honest.
You will have bad thoughts etc (I still have them) just keep your head up and look to the future. You can change your entire life in 1 moment. Remember that. Nothing is set in stone.
If you need to talk you can catch me on Discord - btcvenom#6875 .
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