Haha, I've experienced those tantrums myself. It's been hard for me to write anything much since my wife's gotten sick. I have a poem brewing now but I swear it takes 10x longer than it normally would. I'll have these brief flashes of creativity and they just burn themselves out. It's a comfort to know they're still there though.
Thank you, I wish the same for you. Life isn't the same without experiencing that wonder. My car is definitely a big toy for me. I haven't been able to drive it much though, it'll be two years old in August and it barely has 6k miles on it. I bet you would love a Tesla. I'll probably trade mine in when their new compact car is released. The plan is to sell my Model 3 and get two of the new compacts, keep one and give one to my mom.