21 November1953 to 30 July 2017
New year becomes ordinary and have lost all the charm and excitement without you my mother. Those days are long gone when i enjoyed New year watching T.v shows with you while getting a hand on Dry fruits, You always gave me some extra as i was your favorite.I remember you peeling Pine nuts for me. I remember that i would cuddle in your lap to feel the warmth of your showering love and you would roll your fingers in my hairs and you keep smiling.
Today, i am sitting all alone and looking , pondering over all the possible people to whom i could wish but Mother, New year is never going to be the same again. I miss you badly.You were my inspiration and to keep you happy was my only goal. Now you are with the Almighty and again i have something to ask from you. Please come and Hug me in my dream. I need it badly. Or at least give me a sign that u r looking over me. I know you are but i need a sign... Please Mother. I love you and always will. You are alive in my heart. ............................................. RIP Mamma
She will always be alive in your memories and your heart. May the great soul rest in peace and you keep receiving her blessings from heaven!Hi @honeychum bro.
Thanks @pkalra for your kind words.
Lost my mom last August, this post pulled heart-strings. I know that this may see odd on the Steem platform but I'd love to give you a big hug right now. It. Is. So. Hard. She would be proud with this graditude though. I hope you continue to reflect the light she brought to the world <3
I know very well , what you must be feeling while reading my post. I believe you are a kind heart. To understand others emotions and to be able to feel the soul is something which reflects the good in you.
Hello @honeychum I still have my mother but I work away from her, to be away from her is hard, I can't imagine how does it feel not see your mother physically.
I'm sorry to hear about your mother. She's in Paradise now, she will always guide you. She's your angel now. Stay Strong.
Thanks for your kind words.
You're welcome. Let me hug you! Stay strong
Hi @honeychum, sorry to hear about your mother and I believe it was a big step for you to tell it loudly, to share it with others. Normally we try to keep our emotions to ourselves. I can understand you very well, as myself I lost my father and it is really ripping your heart apart, especially it seems that life is eternal, in my opinion we don't tell our dearest ones often enough how much we love them. I know my words will not make much changes, but I wish you nice time with your family, friends and try not to be alone. Happy New Year!
@stef1 you're words speaks to me. These holidays we really feel the absence of our loved ones thw most. I just wish they are happy wherever they maybe
amen
I feel so sorry for u to know about father. I shared this because i could not hold nit for any longer. Talking about my mother keeps her alive and i feel that she is still around me.
Thank you and I absolutely agree with you those ones who we lost are alive so long we talk about them and remember them :)
You letter to your mother is so touching, @honeychum . And your mother is so beautiful. Never think that you are alone. Your mother is always with you. In your thoughts, perceptions, actions everywhere. You are her dream and her image both. I know nothing can bring those beautiful days back. But sorrow enters our life for a reason.. To make us aware and compassionate. Never seek friends, because there are none ! But never feel alone , because those who love you are always with you, @honeychum. My regards to your mother and best wishes to you, @honeychum ... Smile :) ... Your mother's soul finds peace and happiness in your smiles and success, @honeychum. She looks upon you :)
Thanks a lot for your kind words @nehab . I am very strong emotionally but it is just those moments when u need a shoulder. My Mom was the only one i had. She is not here anymore but writing about her makes her alive and bring me out of my sorrow. When someone like you says something nice then it bring back my smiles. Wish u a happy new year.
I totally understand. Emotional pain is so personal that you cannot really talk about it to people around. But writing or expressing it through writing helps to make it bearable. ... And yes, it breathes life into the memory and the emotion. With my experience I will only say this, @honeychum. Never try to lessen or erase the pain you feel. The pain is proof that you are alive. Feel the hurt and the sorrow and the loss. It is the gift of love. Let it flow into a creative, productive river. In life and in Heaven, mother's are always silent companions who never leave you :)
So true and beautiful your words are. They make pain, the blood of soul. I believe pain brings out the real self and reveals your character. ( It is the gift of love. Let it flow into a creative, productive river.) How could it be said in a better way? Honestly, i do not know you personally but i have imaged you as a very intellectual person. You know emotions and you understand them. The way these two messages have twisted my thought towards my own grief , is amazing. Thanks a lot my friend. :)
We understand only that which we feel, @honeychum... I am just a normal and honest person. But I believe in emotions more than intellect. I believe that true wisdom and understanding comes from feeling. I think a lot and I never forget what I have gone through. ... I am very happy if my words helped you to understand and become aware of your feelings and your strength , Your strength is in your emotions. This is why, true women are stronger. And mothers are strongest ! :)... You do not have to say thank you to friends. Friends understand :) ... I am happy I met you here. I am honoured to be your friend :)
I wanted to say lot of things but now i am speechless. Your words express your soul. I respect all women because i know they are way stronger then us. They are the creator and we r defenders. I have seen my mother and have realized her inner strength. I owe you one my friend. Friend you are and standing proudly at the top. :)
You don't have to say anything, @honeychum. :) Just be happy , focused and walk the path that gives you joy and peace and makes your mother smile. I am very happy and proud to have you as my friend. It does not matter whether we have met or not. Our minds understand and respect each other. This is valuable. I am always there :) ... Lots of love and best wishes to you
@nehab I definitely agree that though we lost them we are forever with those who are now on the other side as long as we remember the wisdom that they impart to us and all the love we receive from them
very true, @gratefulayn ... soul is an energy expressed in thoughts. It never goes away. It only transforms :)
Missing my mother too! I can relate to missing your mother who was also a best friend
I feel sorry for your loss. Whenever i miss her, i write about her. This brings me out of grief.
I am so sorry for your loss. It is always harder during holidays. She will always looking out for you. My own mother has been gone for 46 years and I still miss her. But I do know she is watching over me!
Thanks buddy. Mothers are something which cannot be told. It can only be felt... Happy New year Mate
True @cecicastor I even took pictures of my grandparents photos because in the middle of our celebration I remember them and the love they have for me
This is a touching letter @honeychum. I feel you. I also feel nostlagia at seeing some foods in fact I took a picture of it.
Thanks
I'm so sorry @honeychum, i lost my mom a few years ago so i know how it feels. May she rest in peace.
Great post dear friend
Thanks buddy
I lost my mom to suicide along time ago now. Miss her very much everyday. Nicely done. It's nice writing it out I recently discovered. If you ever care to read it here's my soul on Steemit :https://steemit.com/hope/@adamrant/frankly-i-don-t-give-a-shit
Yo tenía 5 años cuando mi madre murió y, su escrito me ha llegado al corazón, ánimo y un abrazo.
Lamento mucho tu pérdida. Las madres son Dios y perder a tu Dios viviente es lo peor que le puede pasar a un alma viviente, pero una cosa es segura de que nuestras madres nos siguen mirando desde los cielos. Un abrazo para mi amigo y feliz año nuevo. :)
Es muy cierto lo que dices, ellas en este espacio o en otros siempre nos protegen y acompañan, no dejan de vivir; viven sin dejarnos.
I'm sorry :(
Happy New Year Buddy.
Wow very emotional and inspirational, I'm sure 2018 will usher in something new
Well said @josediccus. I hope 2018 will be a great year for us all
Thanks buddy and Happy New Year
i apercite u bcoz u write about mother without mother life nothing mother is everything
thanks Anu and Happy New year
We love her but God loves her more.....RIP to you mummy
Thanks buddy and Happy New Year
Happy new year to you too
Very nice words..
Thanks a lot @nilamm :)
That's really touching man. I wish you the best. Try writing about your emotions more to let them out. Happy new year my friend
This is a good therapy @lior4.writing also makes me less stressful it also allows me to share. My joys andy gratitude for the God I believe in
Yes and i express my emotions through my words only. Happy new year to you to man.
I am sorry :((
My condolences dear
She's in a better place
For sure buddy. Thanks
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STOPThis was touching... Signs of her are everywhere, just look. Whenever you feel love, there is some part of her in it...
True , she was my role model and was a real fighter. I can never stop missing her. She lives in my memories and her memories keep me alive. 😔😒