I think there have been some pretty interesting siutuations people are in these past few days. I know it hasn't been comfortable for me, I've had things at work and in my relationshsips that have come up that needed to be addressed, parts of myself I needed to look at and make sure I was being true to myself.
Aside from that there is great turmoil in the financial world, things are weird everywhere, and all the FUD in the crypto space appears to be slowing steemit down a bit. I see people less excited and more going through the motions for these few days, but it is something I think will pass, we just need to keep with it and keep supporting eachother.
It sounds like you are going through a huge change, and when things start going wrong it's easy and normal to feel a bit scared, it's awesome you have such loving supporters, keep working through it, it will all turn out :) Remember to take a breath and a break from the stress to just enjoy life if you can! I know that helps me when I feel worried or doubt myself.