(especially with the creepy drawing) , I don't think anyone would enjoy having these kinds of things running through their mind, especially you.@maverickinvictus already mentioned this in our chat yesterday, forgive me if I'm late coming to see this. But in all honesty, I am quite impressed that you're very willing to share this kind of issue with everyone else, and I believe this will lead to good things in the future. I haven't suffered or experienced these kinds of situations, but nonetheless, I am hoping you find something that can relieve you of this issue. The way you described yourself
Hello @jamesanity06, I was really not sure about posting this specially that I don't really know some of my followers here that might see this or most of the Steemit community that can see this post. But as I said, I followed @maverickinvictus'advice and went on here. It did help me as I was able to outspeak my rummaging thoughts almost clouding me. I would've described myself better if I was a better illustrator though. I'm only good with words. True enough what you have said, no one will be enjoying these kinds of scenes and thoughts haunting your mind every time. But I have been living this life for a while and still coping, surviving.