so sorry to read this. I hear it a lot that people who work much, take a big mental hit when retiring. My Mom is a physician and had many patience who died shortly after retirement of heart failure. She says because their body is so used to the daily stress, a lag of it is dangerous after such a long time.
btw, my Mom almost died yesterday. they had to open her head in surgery after she fell off her bike and thankfully saved her life in time. Either way every day now is fucking surreal
Seems around my neighborhood its happening a lot in the past year. Thanks for the support.