Pain makes me see and feel differently about life.

in #life7 years ago

I have managed to get out of bed and showered, I'm still in a lot of pain and so tired.

Hubby's Words

You must be bad if your not on Steemit

He has noticed I spend a lot of time on Steemit, I hate it when I can't get on here. The Pain has been to much so something has to give.

My furbabies know I'm not well they havent left my side, they have followed me everywhere or curled up right next to me. I dont know what i would do without them. I would be very lonely.

When I'm having a low time i often feel why I am here, why I am still here as I am useless to everyone around me. Feeling low makes me see things differently, I see and feel things the wrong way.

Thankfully My family know me and know when I need some help. My oldest daughter @jlou is coming home for a few days next week to keep me company.

I keep hoping its got to get better, it really has to get better.


Thank you son-of-satire


Thank you @artedellavita

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Sorry you’re not doing well @karenb54 ! I’m in a similar boat... on the couch with my dog and heating pad today. Hope it passes enough for you to feel better soon! I must say I love your PJs ❤️

Thank you, I spend a lot of time in my Pjs so like bright colourful ones
Love the gif thank you
Hope your feelinf better soon :)

Yes, pain sucks... and it sucks all the energy out of you. My wife has labored with Fibro pretty much all her adult life, as well as shoulder pain from years of carrying heavy food trays at restaurants where she worked when she was young.

Here's wishing you brighter skies ahead!

I also have a knee that won't work, On top of all my other ailments I am a mess.
Hope you wife gets some relief :)

The fur babies know that momma needs love and warmth! It is really too bad that the UK hasn't gotten around to legalizing marijuana. They have legalized it in Canada and have special pain management clinics where you get assessed by a doctor and given a prescription for the amount you should use to control the pain. It does work like a charm. My brother was in a severe accident when he was in his twenties. He now has degenerative disease in his spine and he is in constant pain. Marijuana is the only thing that keeps the pain at bay. I hope you get through this session really soon. Glad your daughter is coming home to be with you.

We can use CBD oil but I need to find out from my Asthma nurse is its OK for me to vape then hopefully I might get some relief :)

Correct me if I'm wrong, but can't you also mix the CBD oil in food?

I'm still learning so not sure. I am taking that stuff neat, i nearly threw up when I tried it. Worst taste ever lol

I have one friend that Vapes CBD oil with great success. And I have a friend whose place I love to visit because she uses smoothies as the carrier :)

I really hope you feel better soon.

I need to find out if its ok to vape if you have Asthma. I may just start adding the odd drop to my porridge :)

Sorry to hear your not well I hope the pain eases and you can get back to your routine

Thank you :)

Your welcome

Dogs are awesome when it comes to helping to deal with pain, they feel that you're not OK. I hope you'll get better soon!
P.S. I love your pants a lot <3

Thank you, They def make me feel loved.
My Pjs, I like them colourful lol :) <3

Hang in there, we are thinking of you.
Would you like some flowers?
Photos, not the real thing, the slave would get sus if I sent real ones.

I need real ones, the Mrs will understand lol
Photo's would be lovely :)

Start with a few carnations,
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Some Gypsophila and a Lily
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A couple of experimental orchids
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and a sunset
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or two
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Ohhh you clever boy my favourite flowers are Carnations :) Thank you the photos are lovely :)

You are welcome.

Have you tried Wim Hof breathing exercises? I just learned about it and it's supposed to help with everything from the immune system and pain to mood and is honestly very easy and quick to try. It's easy to find on YouTube or through google. Please consider it and let me know how it goes if you do give it a try. Hope you feel better soon!

Thank you, i will def be checking it out. You never know it might be what will work for me
Thanks again :)

Oh, our dear Karen! So sorry you are still not well. Hope it will change very soon. All our tails send their warm to you to make you feel better. Hug you!

I am so sorry to hear that you are not doing well, I will pray for your recovery! You must remember that you are always meaningful to everyone even though you don't feel that way. I really hope you will be better soon.

I am sorry to hear you are not feeling so well hun :( I hope your furbabies are giving you lots of cuddles to help you recover xx