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@leveuf, thank you for stopping by as it led me to your page. :)

I am not sure if I'll send this -- I've learned that nothing is better sometimes, plus, I got the emotion out and feel better for doing so -- he never hears/heard me anyway.

If you decide to not send the letter, all those powerful words are now out, for you to get more deep knowledge about yourself!! Will be a pleasure to follow this "epistolary" series of your work!! Greetings and big Hug!!! :D