Oh Brian I have been watching over you and Lynn and you simply cannot give up now.
Yes what she is going through is hard. Yes it is difficult that you are going through a pity party. I know it because my sister went through the very same thing and she felt that if she was gone that everything will return to normal.
Well the thing is if you are gone then things will not be the same. You won't be there.
Hold on till you can, hold on to the life you have with her, breathe that last breath together with her holding your hand and knowing that she loves you with all her heart.
We are here to send you some positive energy. You will get through this and know she loves you for all your strength and all your weaknesses.
Oh @maverickinvictus, now it is your turn to make me cry. You understand and and see how difficult this all is, but I believe you are right, things will never be the same when he is gone. Brian and I both appreciate your positive energy, kind words, support and love. I see that it makes a difference when Brian is reading these...so thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you are doing.
I am pretty sure I will not get through this easily but I am so content for the friends she has here and I know you will give her the comfort she will need. Thank you from my heart