Time goes more slowly near the noon

in #life4 years ago

Sometimes in life we are asked to stop and slow down.

I finished (am finishing) one chapter by automating my business -- after the next 2 weeks I will not be involved at all.
I keep asking myself

what do I want to do?
what should I do?

And the truth is ... I'm not sure.
I was frustrated at first -- feeling inadequate.

Why am I not more motivated?
Why do I not feel passionate about something?

Yet, with time -- I have seen the situation more clearly.
I've spent the better part of the last year building this business -- and low and behold, I managed to turn it into something rather successful. I spent a lot of time and energy getting it to where it is ... and now, I kind of just want to chill for a bit. :P

I have to acknowledge that this is ok -- it is more than ok, it is proper, good and healthy.
To exert oneself, to strive, surely leads to fatigue and with that fatigue comes the need for rest.

I have done the exertion -- now it is time to reap the rewards, to kick back and relax and enjoy the fruits of my labor.

Surely, as soon as I have taken the rest that I need and deserve, something else will catch my eye and the next journey will begin.

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What business did you start? Congratulations on your success! It's not easy to step aside and let your "baby" grow sometimes.

Hi @bobthebuilder2 ... I actually built a construction business :P
We build decks and porches.

It was not my first construction business so I found it easier than the first -- yet at the same time, I got disinterested more quickly as I was solving the same problems again and again.