I have been reading this and some of your other stories and what strikes me is how much we have in common. Besides the chronic illness, I know what it feels like not to be taken seriously and supported by family, who are supposed to have your back. However, I see an amazingly strong woman in you who is trying harder than most would or could to make her life better and that of her children. I have the greatest respect for you. I have never been much of a believer in Western medicine, at least not the way it's exercised these days. But I've been a student of German New Medicine for the past few years since a friend told me about it and was amazed how much it hit home whenever I had an ailment or someone I knew. Please look into it, you might find why this is all happening to you and find the cure within yourself...
I just read about your relationship with your children's father and this was like reading my own story. Only I made the same dumb choices three times. My youngest son's dad is the only one who lives close enough to see his son on a regular basis, but has other priorities...When I fell pregnant, it seemed like he was oblivious to this and that things needed to change. When I was 8 months pregnant I moved my kids, myself and our belongings to another home. After that, we remained 'friends' but I could never leave him with the kids because he was too self-absorbed to know and see if they would be in a dangerous situation. I gained a lot of weight and didn't recognize myself anymore. Then I found out through German New Medicine that this was because I had an unresolved feeling of abandonment. As soon as I realized that that was what it was, I lost 18 pounds within weeks! Without doing anything differently. So it's worth to look into... I wish you much health, love and happiness with your beautiful children.
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Thank you so much @misslasvegas! I know far too well how the general idea of my experiences are not unique, which is a horrible truth of this world. Writing about them has done wonders for me though, and I'm so glad if it can allow me to connect with others, even on the smallest level. I do know what my main health issue is, at least from the physical aspect. I haven't posted it yet, because as I write about the experiences from my view point when I did't know what was happening to me, I want the reader to feel that uncertainty expressed in the writing without knowing how it all turns out ;-) However, I will absolutely look into the German New Medicine. I love to learn! I am always willing to explore new possibilities, especially for health! If we are not growing toward a thriving life each day, then we are just decaying and waiting for death. Much love for your support and comments!