I have always believed that selflessness annihilates everything: love, work, life. As beings who seek to survive, we cling to moments, situations, people, that keep us alive. When I read your experience in Bali, I feel that this is a chapter that is not finished, and that many of the things you have done afterwards come to fill the emptiness that exists there. Like an obese person who eats to forget, sometimes we begin to consume things, information, ideas, to cover the blank space in our lives. Perhaps in recent months you have traveled a path that looked from afar, now, does not sound much. However, if it's any consolation, I must confess that thanks to your publications I've learned things I never heard before. I know that from the ground, the sky looks huge and impossible, but if you get up and do what you love, fix music, write, you will surely touch souls. I hug you hard, @rok-sivante
What can I say to accompany you in this hour? I can only hear and read you. Let you know that all this chaos and disorder in you today is necessary for what is coming, for the "reconstruction of your inner world. This is a stage, so do not stay in it. If you were here, we would go to the sea and listen to the sound of the waves. Wherever you are, the rumour and smell of the Bali Sea will accompany you. Speaking of the sea, there's a poem by Gabriela Mistral that says:
Opening your eyes can be a wonderful experience, but there are days that are hard to bear. Aren't there? Take care of yourself, @rok-sivante
I think you're on top of it with everything you say/write already. Your comments always serve as a nourishment or salve to the soul.
This last bit, merely hearing/reading was enough. And I do appreciate it.
And having passed through that moment... the last comment has been updated accordingly... lol 😎🥂