Love the post. To fathom the depth of human experience is gold. Life is all always about feeling good at all times. It's about acceptance, a profound sense of acceptance, letting it move in, without resistance, through us. I've experiencing spiritual awakening for many years, the darkness is the shadow of the collective unconscious we often experience as the dark night of the soul- it's total mess and dark. I've started writing it all down. But after all, we don't expect life to make us happy, but through profound acceptance, it's our every own personal choice to be happy in difficult times.
good to see some of that writing is making it's way to Steemit - I like your style. quality comment. :-)