So when I was about to start living life to its fullest by not giving a Fxxk, I discovered that the guy I have crush on follows more than 1,000 plastic Asian girls in bikini on his instagram. That is the majority of his followings. Yes, a youth group leader Christian guy. Those girls are not even beautiful girls. They have fake boobs fake asses and fake faces.
Seriously enough is enough. I don't know what decent guys are like anymore. I mean what is decent? Maybe this guy is a great guy after all? I have no clue what to think. I can't even decide whether I should give a Fxxk or not.
thanks! although, not sure what or who to listen to. Im going to church soon and hope God has some message for me.