That's the real spirit! I believe that Steemit came to outline exactly this type of self-revelations! Use the community to discover yourselves guys. Forget about STEEM, SMD, SP, Fork 19 and so on. for a moment, stand up from the laptop, go in front of the mirror and look at yourself.
Who do you see?
The answer could delay, but if you persist you'll definitely get a reward, that's millions of times more precious of any Steemit reward.