Brother.....friend.....It truly saddens me to understand where you are coming from with everything going on. I understand the pain and the battle, it is not easy, but please Brian, never give up on your fight. I know sometimes, or even more times than not, it feels like an uphill battle and that there is no point, but the fight you endure is what defines you my brother. You are a strong man, an incredibly strong man, and you have a heart of gold, which I can personally tell from our conversation and by reading your poetry. You are a fighter and I will bet my bottom dollar that you always have been. Keep fighting man, even when shit seems bleak and cloudy, just know that you are a strong man and it is your responsibility as a husband, brother and friend to maintain the strength to continue on. You got this man, do not let this shit conquer you mentally. It may have a hold on you physically, but it can NEVER take your heart, mind and soul from you.
As you and Lynn know, I am here for you both in any way possible. @fundthefuture is launching at the end of this week and you will be the first series of features. I will do anything and everything in my power to provide moral support and any kind of aid. You just have to agree to not roll over for that shit. Give it Hell, not the other way around. Fight brother, even when you feel you have no fight left, remember your wife who loves you like no other and everyone out here in your corner. Fight!
We here at SGG have nothing but love for you guys. Brian, please, feel free to join in the group and post your poetry in the promo rooms and such. Let us be here for you my friend. I hope to see ya in there!
Thank you my brother. I am ans always have been a fighter but it is the hardship on my girl that now makes it harder. I am trying to continue and trying to win but when your girl has to go without groceries at times or see me in such despair. I see the sadness in her eyes at the pain I am in. I thank you for what you are doing here and more thank anything I thank you for being her friend, her ears, and I pray you all never stop as she is the most wonderful, unique and caring individual you could ever meet. I am scared not of dieing my brother, not of failing but of leaving her without support. I now know in my heart she has it all right here with you all. I will look at the SGG but my energy is so little these last days. Thank you my friend for all the words and you seem to read me well.