Aww. It is so hard when others don't understand. I usually know when I'm in trouble when I lose interest in reading and playing games. I had started art therapy and really like it. I never seem to have time for it. I know it's crucial for me to do something of the above. Lately, Steemit has been my outlet. I have found it very cathartic. One of my mom's 'things' was 'Never put anything into writing, it can be used against you.' So I had that obstacle. I decided that I would just be me on here and if people don't like it, it's their problem.
I know it's hard to hear you're worthy when you have been through what you have been through. You really are. It's people like your matriarch and my sperm-donor that are not worthy of us. We are beautiful and we deserve so much more than we were given.
I feel bad that you're crying but I understand that too. I try to take everything moment by moment. If I have had a bad day, we'll see what tomorrow brings.
💜💜💜 You're very welcome 🙂