You know, the other night the roof leaked. From a dead sleep I guess I had it contain in like 10 seconds, and only really recall because cheryl said something later.
I kinda think that once that mindless auto response trigger button is pushed, it never really turns off. Learning to trust it may take a lifetime. Its like the key to it working best is when I'm so out of it that I don't even know to think or question. Use the force, jedi.
I'll be having those coming soon.