Even as a child it may no sense to me that in order to go to heaven I had to accept Jesus into my heart. I was told that even if a good person did not do this they would go to hell. Yet someone who'd been a shit all their lives could accept Jesus into their heart on their death bed and go to heaven. Never made any sense!
For me it was the same hell never made sense, but coming from fundmental,christianity i was so indoctrinated....im so grateful to learn that God is truly loving