😔 It happened this time, just now when it was midnight on the other side of the world.
I shouldn’t even be writing this post. All it did was help me relieve the pressure that I was supposed to endure. Instead I indulge myself in writing out stuff that was a matter of life and death on some level, but now becomes just a story on a web blog... even worse, something no one will believe in because it either sounds like schizophrenia OR like something too obvious, too normal, something our brain already knows from film and fiction, so it seems like not a big deal if all these things really do exist
Maybe there is a point to me doing even this though
Maybe there is a point to me doing even this though
My vagueness can create confusion, my apologies. Some suspect everything has already happened, all possibilities, consciousness being the vehicle for perceiving/witnessing these events that have already occurred all at once. That oversimplifies it, but should clarify I wasn't questioning your sanity. More an offering of the possibility that perhaps there isn't failure if all roads must/do exist.
The point to doing it is where you will find your door. Thank you for an interesting read. The essence captured something I haven't dwelled upon across in years.
😔 It happened this time, just now when it was midnight on the other side of the world.
I shouldn’t even be writing this post. All it did was help me relieve the pressure that I was supposed to endure. Instead I indulge myself in writing out stuff that was a matter of life and death on some level, but now becomes just a story on a web blog... even worse, something no one will believe in because it either sounds like schizophrenia OR like something too obvious, too normal, something our brain already knows from film and fiction, so it seems like not a big deal if all these things really do exist
Maybe there is a point to me doing even this though
My vagueness can create confusion, my apologies. Some suspect everything has already happened, all possibilities, consciousness being the vehicle for perceiving/witnessing these events that have already occurred all at once. That oversimplifies it, but should clarify I wasn't questioning your sanity. More an offering of the possibility that perhaps there isn't failure if all roads must/do exist.
The point to doing it is where you will find your door. Thank you for an interesting read. The essence captured something I haven't dwelled upon across in years.