Day 4 of Seven Days of Gratitude | Grateful for A Certain Someone... | #MeditationMarch

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Wow, ok Universe I see you fam! Today’s meditation on Gratefulness focused on relationships. Kinda timely considering the fact that the awareness that my time with @teamhumble is quickly coming to an end has been staring me in the face all week.

Taking the note Universe, I promise! I see you, I hear you. Tonight I will take a moment to appreciate how thankful I am for this lovely human being…

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balaclava and all... lol

If you were around in January, you saw the #ThankYouForBeing post I wrote for @teamhumble 's birthday, and if you've been with me even before that, through the dearteamhumble series of posts we were writing to each other from 3,000 miles away, you know this human ( and self named, walking virus) means the absolute world to me.

Our time together coming to an end has been staring me in the face quite adamantly the past few days, and honestly, I can’t think of a better way to remedy the anxiety that brings, than a few minutes of focused meditation centered around gratefulness.

Grateful that I’m here, in a place where I can be unabashedly me. The fact that I am appreciated and loved despite all of my craziness. The fact that said craziness is not only loved and understood but ENCOURAGED.

Grateful that a guy from the UK found a girl from the United Sates across space, time and the ever-expanding interwebs. Across a 4g connection in the middle of a field, which beamed multi pixelated data of a face half way across the planet, onto a laptop screen, which would serve as a portal of possibility, saving the girl from a life she was never meant to live….

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Put bluntly, even though I have to leave soon, I have an epic F**k ton to be thankful for.

I tell @teamhumble all the time, that when we met, I don’t feel like it was a meeting as much as it was a remembering.

There are certain folks you’ll run into in your time here on this blue marble, that you feel like you’ve known through every interaction, and reincarnation you’ve ever been through. I’m just thankful we found each other again during this go around.

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The reality of the amount of time I have left, hit us pretty bluntly this week, but the upside is that we’ve talked, brainstormed, and turned that energy into a few really awesome ideas that I’m STOKED to get started on.

We need a bit of kit to make these ideas come to life, butI think we can make it happen, of course if you’d like to contribute your upvotes are most welcome. Know that your upvotes are directly going to enabling the dreams of this little Pisces from New Jersey. Can’t argue with that logic can you?? ;)

And so, here I sit- within reaching and hugging distance from the love of my life. I know this time where I can reach out and hug this guy is coming to an end, yet still I’m thankful.

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For the time we’ve had, for the fact that we’ve met at all, and for the future of new memories we’ll make together.

Is it possible to be thankful for things that haven’t happened yet? I hope so, because that’s sure what this feels like.

And now, I’m going to make the most of the spacial advantage I have at the moment and give this dude another hug. —Until tomorrow friends <3

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wonderful post I like this post.

Thank you !

To me that sounds a lot more like the beginning of an story than an ending! Good luck with the rest of the chapters!

Thank you my friend! I really appreciate the encouragement <3

This sounds like just the beginning of a very special and beautiful relationship. Absence will make the hearts grow fonder. I take it this will be a short few months and then you will be back together?

I wish that was the case, but I've been coming back and forth for about 2 years now, and the last time I came through the border, they told me id need a proper visa before I came back. Without having an employer sponsor me here that's pretty tough, but we're keeping our heads up and exploring some different options... its not ideal but we just have to step through and see how we can make it work

I understand the problem. We are working on getting status to stay in Central America. Loads of fun when working with bureaucracy.

I love you two's love <3

and we love you @lifemovedbysteem! <3

Showing gratitude is the best reaction to say..thank you. You got an upvote from @steemit-city. We will be more grateful when u support the team by following our account.

thank you

Keep dreaming, planning, and loving. ((hugs))

gotta, keeps me moving forward for sure... <3

As an American Girl who is in love with UK I feel for you and I assume your leaving is the same reasons I am not there year round as well.

It is so odd to me that there are always discussions of people being free to immigrate here and there but we, as Americans, never get to be the immigrants. The amount of things I have tried to be allowed to live in UK year round, so annoying. And I hate that when I go I know I have to stay out for another 6 months before going back, very very frustrating. Especially since my ancestry IS ENGLISH, why oh why did my stupid ancestors in the 1600's leave England! I will never forgive my progenitors for that one!
Well, I am assuming you are coming back to the USA at some point. I hope you will be full of joy and happiness whilst here and if you are in the East Coast area, let me know. Toad Hall is a bit of a run down old place but a good place to sit in the sun in the Summer!

Embrace your fella and hold him tight. It makes me think of the old WWII song by Vera Lynn "We'll meet again".

and they lived happily ever after...

although that is often how a story ends, it's just where the story ends, as people expect endings. But endings are also beginnings

Stay strong!