Thanks for being honest and vulnerable. I really do believe in people sharing their stories and struggles with depression and mental health really helps cut through the isolation and lies we can tell ourselves.
I always struggle with the balance between wanting to "be open about who I am and what I am." and the reality of still needing to be wise about how open and honest publicly one can or should be on the internet. So I kind of work a compromise sometimes, filtering some thoughts online anonymously and others publicly.
But I really appreciate when anyone struggling with life's dark moments stands in the light of day and says 'here I am imperfectly' . I wrote about this recently. It's probably past pay out but I don't write for the payouts so if anyone's interested I actually appreciate reads and comments. <3
Ugh this came off as a spam comment. Oh well.