I highly appreciate your "long text"! Your grandfather was a wise man. His life made him wise. In my opinion, a person who has survived the war will never want to go through it. It doesn't matter if he is on the side of the losers or the winners. The time will come when you will be ready to read his book. But I can say that he very accurately described the war as waiting. This is what my life is, every hour and every day is waiting.
Thank you ❤️