A big step out of your comfort zone is to be commended. I can relate to what you are going through, in my own way, so I get the angst. I often wonder if I should post something I've written or not. I've run some posts by others first for feedback, but its always yes, what's the problem, go ahead. But we personally feel attached to out stories, and our experiences, I guess.
Anyway, glad you've got Steemit to socialise on. And Discord can be great as well. All the best.
Thank you so much for your lovely comment! 😊