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There seems to be so much need and poverty in the world, it has to wear you out sometimes.

We were burned out after year 7 my friend and never recuperated fully.
Now into our 18th year we have thankfully taken our first sabbatical and after all of the painful lessons, we will do things differently from now on.
Blessings!

That sounds great sir papilloncharity, I think you will succeed greatly this time with the new philosophy!