Thank you for your kind words.
I feel that I've talked about my moms death too much with people, and since there's nothing that can change the situation, my mind is at the same time ready to move on but then again stuck with the same things. So I'm fed up talking about this but at the same time I end up talking about it.
So I guess the writing did help. I didn't need to talk about it but now I'm hoping I could move on or at least I don't have to avoid talking about it so that in some side sentence the death just happens to accidentally come up.
But it's one day at a time.
Thank you for commenting. :)