Chance.. funny, try tellin a lucky guy that.
I don't know how else to say I'm so stoked to have you as a fan—serious. I left this message open so I'd come to it first, we just had dinner. Pura's a chef. Dude I'm the pickiest eater you don't know. Some only child shit.
But really. You're the people I do this for. Once upon a time I told someone I'm well aware my traffic isn't monumental but so long as so-in-so and so-in-so tune in, I'm not going anywhere. Would you believe one of those people actually muted and blocked me recently?
Really hate it when my judge of character fails. Hey man, I've seen accounts get fucked with for associating with me, I just deleted a buncha stuff, I'll just leave it at that.
I saw you reblog this one and wanted to say how cool that was so thanks for replying—now I can say it.
We go to the coast over there a couple times a month in the summer. We should compare photosynthesis. Pura and I have met up with probably 15 community members here, they'll all vouch, I'm not a psychopath or anything, just socio. dot dot
Thinking of this message left open over dinner made me smile - that’s cool. It’s neat to see real things, connections made here, stretching out into other parts of the physical world. I’m the opposite on eating, although now that I’m learning how to carry myself with a little more class, who knows. Change breeds change you know?
I’m thrilled to be among that crowd, and I definitely am among it. You’ve got a really natural voice, I can imagine you’re the kind of person whose random little brainthoughts and comments would have me laughing even when you’re not trying to. Something clicks there, I enjoy your voice immensely - it’s got the tonality of an old friend I can’t fully remember.
Muted and blocked? F*ck me, that seems intense.
I got that feeling that night when we talked and I stopped drinking. I saw the notification…I hated to make it weird and for most people I wouldn’t bother. I think it was as much that I have enjoyed your company and comments as it was that I was really bummed that I had misjudged your character. Needless to say, I was glad to be wrong about that. I don’t care about numbers or follower statistics, it’s the conversations I don’t want to be wrong about or lose…the interactions make this all fun, they make it all real.
…definitely piqued my interest with the deleted stuff…but if you wanna leave it there then I don’t wanna pick it up. We’ve all done our shit. You’re not who you were, you’re not what you’ve done, you’re who you choose to be (relevant) in any given moment, nothing is fixed. (It’s also not broken)
No vouch needed man, if you’re ever in the area I would love to get together. It’d blow the lid off my whole Hive thing, but honestly, I love when the lid gets blown off of things - it means they’re ready to face the light. Some things survive it, some don’t. What I’ve got in Hive will, because it’s honest, decent and real. When my predilection for pr0n made its way into the light? It died. Light is good. I would love to compare photosynthesis or just chill and meet face to face.
Sorry for the delay, this one was special.