I appreciate the depth of your presence @soulturtle!
I think that this feeling of ennui happens to many of us human creatures, it is definitely interesting to explore. On a side note, I love learning what I consider to be fateful words in other languages-- linguistics nerd!
Aww, thank you. Fateful words sounds intriguing. Perhaps you could share a post on some of those and what they mean. I'm not the best at languages. I've heard language plays a big part in the way you think. Like for example English focuses on action, like you'd say she is sitting on the chair. In a language like German they say it like the chair is being sat on by her. That subtle difference in priority affects perception. Perhaps Germans are known for work and craftsmanship because of this? I imagine you'd have a lot of thoughts on this subject. It'd be a great post if you ever get to it.
I think i could get real wild deep if i got on some linguistic tangental posts! It would be really fun. I appreciate languages that put high value or respect to nature and animals, maybe i could do a post if i make some sketches of ideas!