I really enjoyed this insight into your way of thinking - a lot of which resonates with me. As an aside I like your categorisation of Buddhism as an "anti-religion". I was recently thinking about how religions often seem to focus on wrestling the world into how we want it to be, that if we pray, and if we're lucky enough that god listens to us, then we get to transform the universe into the way we want it to be. This idea makes me really uncomfortable, it seems destructive and disrespectful to how things are. I like the way you articulate the Buddhist creed of allowing the universe to be. It seems harmonious and right.
I'm glad it resonates! Thanks for the response.