Actually I believe everything is a miracle; the sight behind the eye, sound behind the ear, the feeling behind the thoughts, action and inaction, free will, emotion and reason -- it's wonderful and terrible too -- truly awe-some.
We had a big blow (Hurricane Irma) just two months ago. Candle-lit dinners cooked on the camp stove. It does take you out of circulation a bit.
I hope you fully recover from your trials and tribulations dealing with this disaster and keep up the great attitude, cheers.