You are beautiful in your own body, there is nothing wrong with it. I also wrote a blog few days ago with the similar thoughts about beauty. If you have time.. you can check my blog here.. https://steemit.com/philippines/@monkeypattycake/body-positive-i-m-sexy-and-i-know-it-and-the-price-of-beauty it’s about body positivity. I hope it can help you and others. I also followed you and I will make time to read your stories. 😉