Ethan, that was a beautiful poem, filled with love, memories, regrets, pain. It shows that in the end, you are now at least able to appreciate the fact that the relationship "showed you ( me) a small portion of heaven." Always cherish the good and forgive the bad. That is the way to heal.
By Ethan
Thank you for your words. They have helped me more than you know, I am really grateful that I was able to meet such amazing people on steemit :)