I love the fact that you didn't make your post gender specific.
Let me disappoint you, you have four boyfriends and you have to please all of them equally, you tell four men you love them and you convince yourself you love all four, the truth is you lack discipline.That last line cracked me up a lil. :) Greetings :)
The truth is she can never love the four. She will obviously be a player. And you know what? You can't play a player. Lol