Yesterday I was pondering an aggressive stance regarding Steem. Today I came to a conclusion in favor of risk over security. 
In general terms... this means my summer may require a tighter budget. Of course there are potential circumstances which will ease my situation. My mother could possibly die, thereby relieving my cash demands.
I am not being cold and heartless. I am attempting to allow logic to dominate fear. This is difficult.
The bottom line is I have replaced my past power-downs. My vests in Steem are back to semi-normal.
I also delegated some Steem-Power (vests) to @rewards-pool. As usual, I am still learning.
I choose not to worry about what might happen tomorrow. My disk management troubles are enough trouble for today.
Here is today’s beauty.
This is so strong that I don't even know what to comment.
I can understand the burden....
But just want to encourage you to stay strong
I have to admit I have been scared many times. I have been so fearful many times and I noticed when I declared a positive word over that situation, that fear disappeared. Life itself is a risk,
Haha haha,
It'll be fine my very good friend
You seem to have carefully planned your STEEM life. That's good.
Life itself is risk, you risk today to gain the future
It's good to plan ahead, I like how you are living your steemit journey. Thanks for sharing doc
Hmnnn, I reason with you doc, the risk is worth taking, I may follow your footsteps.
Thanks for sharing
I agree you have to re check your scale of preference and make some adjustments but i do not support wishes for death, i am not judging @doctorjohn. You are a good man here, and i believe you are the same in the real world, don't ever let any situation make you wish someone is dead.
I will put you in my prayers and yours too should be more money in other to take care of your needs. Please cheer up and be happy.
Cheeerrs! Amigos