I think we have not understood the gravitation in their senses. maybe we need a change in thinking, an evolutionary way. in my opinion, there is still the old schema. I'm actually just someone who is interested in these topics, maybe today science is already in a transition and I do not know yet, i dont know.... cern is also very controversial but I think cern will bring us many more understandings in the future.
and yes, you are right, maybe I should not mix science and conspiracy.