I know what you feel, having the same feeling every time I wake up. I feel like life is just utterly pointless and there is nothing you can do to make it better. But it sure does help to focus on the little things, start doing something that gives you a feeling of accomplishment - I like cooking, I always cook for an hour or so and then I see my meal and it fills me with joy. - I made that :)
Anyway... I upvoted of course, seeing that we are very alike.
Can you please read and maybe share my little article ? That would be great :)
https://steemit.com/steemit/@lorddominik007/trading-done-wrong-see-my-mistakes-so-you-don-t-have-to-see-yours
little things do help. But sometimes when we are in such a tragic state of mind, nothing helps. Sometimes drugs need to be added just to get through the day. I used to be an addict, really bad, and look, I made it out. The darkness is going away now. It's possible. And I also get to do what I love, these things: write, create and connect with people. Steemit is like a playground for people who I think know they can have a better, more fulfilling life.
I used to gamble away my life savings, just to get a little rush out of life. Never been too much into drugs thankfully, but gambling was a big addiction I had.
I agree, seeing people care about your Steemit posts really does have a wonderful effect on your mind.