Thanks @corinnestokes!
I think I agree "rape" isn't really the right word, and sorry if that was confusing in my story, I guess I feel taken advantage of, but I know it wasn't rape in a legal sense or anything like that.
Sad, but true. Why is it like that?
I've thought about that sometimes. Do you think it's possible that guys don't want to feel vulnerable? There is so much "bravado" and manly man stuff, like maybe guys don't want to even think about the possibility of getting taken advantage of by a girl? I dunno.
Kind of ironic cause I think if we talked about it more we'd actually be less vulnerable lol.