Rather than believing that you want to literally change everything in your life. Believe that you created it all then and look how and why. Im hoping that the next year will allow deeper reflection into what walls i have created to protect myself from where the real joy lies. x
Hey Ben, yes wow, it’s great to realize ourself as Creator.
Having said that, part of what we create is a habit. It could be something that you copied unconsciously at an early age.
most of what we do is subconscious we pick up loads early on good way to know what is to spend time with your parents lol i like to believe tho that we did choose it i find that way it makes it easier to embrace it... think we try to avoid triggering repressed stuff which only makes it worse
Hey Ben, even if we did choose it, we can now un-choose it! We can allow ourself to see that we no longer need that, because we see from a bigger picture than when we chose it. The repression is actually fear for ourself, which we can also un-choose :-)
fear of feeling the repressed energy is what I think most ppl spend their lives avoiding generally find when i go into it then i get the bliss i think the more these cycles occur the more you realise it for what it is so its sub conciously easier to watch the identities forming closing around what needs to be opened
Definitely, the truth of fear is that it’s an illusion, in the depths of it there is so much light. Just by feeling and breathing through it, and connecting to our heart. :-)
Its hard tho.. sometimes feels never ending when ur in it but you know its not. Theres always hope.. pushing the boundaries of your comfort zone basically triggeeing your fears on purpose then watching it all is such hard work.. did it today in a big way now emotionally drained
Hey Ben, did you read this post I made yesterday? How to love difficult people It could be of interest to you, I feel.
Definitely something i went through today with people... in some ways i think most ppl are difficult even tho i really know that mostly that statement is a projection of inner turmoil when your detached i suppose you care less about the clinging / resistance into the emotions they make you feel then freedom
Yes it’s just a different way of communication when you are more open and empowered, it’s difficult to change at first (because of being on the receiving end of projections) but my experience is that it pays off in the longer term.
Re steemed it.. ill check ur other posts tmrw when i have more energy x
Thanks! Enjoy your rest my friend :-)