oh wow more hahaha xxxx yeah i believe that positivity can be a bit fake rly like it's there when it wants to be for me it happens after yoga or meditating then i find the difficult part is to try enjoy everything in a peaceful way. A difficult order when everything is amazing your walking around the place like your in an amazing video game every sight every person every object just seems surreal like the space in-between has more prominence than it all.
Its such a trap to want to spend your whole life trying to ascend more tho.. at the end of the day ego is a part of life there is so much that you can do to be more free from it and generally if you are committed in the right way and compassionate when your not then growth is inevitable. Sometimes i wonder where we would be if we were all in complete bliss im not sure you'd be able to appreciate life as much.
Im not quite sure how to answer your questions tho it's weird because i was having coffee with a spiritual friend a few months back and this question arose i think after reflection i actually agree more with what he was saying than i thought cos he basically asked that question as more of a statement when i was trying to tell i'm trying to ground (and im not even sure what that means either lol) but as you say trying to accept everything.
Theres a youtube channel called barty & jody and i think they've really helped me see that reality is whatever we want it to be because we are the creators of it that we actually chose everything as you say when we separated from ourselves from love in order to define who we are. Some of the opinons and judgement we have can be hilarious think the more you grow the more can see how asleep you rly were hahaha like i must of brought into some it at some point hahah because thats how beliefs start and they are what controls us in so many ways
lots of great stuff in there, agree there's enough irony I one life to keep us thinking in circles indefinitely. I listened to Jiddu Krishnamurti repeat himself to some of the same people over a 30 year period - I wonder if they were still looking for an angle lol...that man had incredible perseverance. I guess a smile is worth as much as a thousand words lol.. a real smile, one of understanding the same joke.