I joined Steemit after a friend told me about it. I joined to have an outlet for my anger, pain, self pity. Yes that's right those reasons....AT FIRST.......
You see dieing of cancer my way and in front of the most important person in the world ( @lynncoyle1 ) was driving me to complemplate taking my life early. To basically end it to give her peace. A chance to still live, a chance to discover love again. I realize that we are inseperable as many of you can see by our previous posts. My love for her is what keeps me going but this site has made it a journey worth fighting. Worth sharing and most of all I realize she now has many friends here.......
WE LOVE YOU
I discovered a place where judgement is allowed. Ones thoughts mean something and there is no judgement of those thoughts and\or vices. Most of all I discovered LOVE, yes love from many people right here on Steemit that I will forever cherish and most of all it has taught me to love again even while sick. I am not sure what all I am trying to say and I could mention names of some but truthfully you all know who you are.......I LOVE YOU ALL FOR WHATEVER TIME I HAVE LEFT
That I mean.....I believe Steemit should be the place that everyone can say the following
I discovered a community that cares , that listens, offers advice, hope and friendship and most of all acceptance.
I BLESS YOU WITH MY LOVE OF RAVENS
Thank you all forever......
Hopefully you can stay alive at least a few more years.
I was struck with a thought after reading this post Brian; Your posts focus around dying. Now of course that would take up a lot of your focus I guess however one thing is for sure, you ‘ain’t dead yet bro!
The users on steemit hear about your good and bad days and both have interest however, and I speak for myself only here, I value your positive posts about the life you lead much more than the other. Youbwrote a post recently about a road trip you took in your SUV with that hottie wife of yours. Loved it cobber!
You’ve lead a fantastic life so far, have a beautiful, loving wife, two children and I am certain some amazing experiences. I reckon it’d be awesome to leave a little blockchain history of the Life of Brian. I reckon your followers would be interested and it would be an indelible mark in history to remind us that Brian Courteau was here!
We’re all going to check-out my brother, some early or late, some in tragedy others with respect and honour. The reaper collects us all, we are common and unremarkable in that way. What makes us unique though is how we live, how we treat others and what we do when no one is looking.
Monty Python made a movie about you which wasn’t too bad...Was called The Life of Brian. It was funny but I reckon the real story of your life would be way better.
Anyway, just my thoughts my man. Rock on @briancourteau
Thaks my friend. I will try and right again about the good stuff and honestly yes I have had a interesting life. I was militaru and in places few would go in my younger days. I will try and put out more positive blogs. Truthfully that is hard some days when the pain is bad. I write what I feel in the spur of the moment and how I am a burden to my hottie
I understand of course, you write what you feel and if you’re feeling unwell or in pain that comes out in your writing. I think we’re all like that. You’re a good bloke Brian, not wanting to be a burden on @lynncoyle1 but at the same time don’t be an idiot! I’m sure she doesn’t see you as a burden. Instead she is grateful for each moment you have and will cherish those memories. :)
Ok, so now I called you an idiot I have to compliment you to make up for it. Thanks for your military service bro. Respect.
wow....what else can i do but laugh........
bahahahaha I have no words @galenkp!!
@briancourteau, there's the smart ass I was telling you about :)
no shit sherlock.....I like him lol
hahaha you are both wee shites :)
This I know... :)
You. Are. The. Best!!
We are so cute too :) Love you like crazy!!
Babylooo. you rock my world with your very presence....loving you is what makes this life worthy
awww <3 <3 <3 Right. back. atcha.
Hi Brian, So glad to hear that you have found such a great community here on Steemit. As always I am wishing you and Lynn nothing but the best. Take care my friend!
You are my friend here and i am forever grateful what you did for us. Feel free to reach out if you need help
I will definitely take you up on that as soon as you are back up on your feet. And you WILL be back up on your feet brother!
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I really admire your great courage in the face of such a challenge. May God bless you.
Thank you and May God bless you also my friend.
I am so happy you joined and that you have really been able to see how awesome you and Lynn really are! It is an inspiration to me, and I'm sure to many others as well!
Look at yall! Too cute! Steemit has definitely given me much more than any social media ever has. Theres something about it that allows you meet with some amazing people and dive into their life. Their hard times become your own, their good times become your own, you feel their pain, you feel their happiness, you feel their strength and weakness. Steemit has not only given me and outlet to read and write but also a new way to connect to some awesome individuals like yourself and Lynn! And for that Im forever grateful! Much love! :)
@smylie2005. You and the word yall make my day brighter when at times they seem to be as dark as night. I thank you for being our friend here and who knows one day you may make it too mexico to visit............
Ditto my friend! :)
Ive always wanted to visit Playa del Carmen... ;)
You have a good thing going . Some will never know or have the the great thing that you have . With great things rain has to fall . Bad things happen . In those times hold on tight because that's what matters . That's what men do . control what you can . Love what you can , and be damn to all the rest .
Awesome words as always my brother
It might take me awhile to get there . I'm working on it :) I got my water wings and rubber duckie rdy for the big splash 🏊
Ahhhhh! Ravens 🖤 Much Love to you Brian!! I am thrilled with how vibrant you look in this picture beside your beloved!! And, i agree --never have I ever been part of a community of relative strangers from across the globe but felt such a strong level of community!! It is an amazing blessing to allow the truth of what you're feeling inside be known, accepted and embraced. It's a good place to heal. A safe place to just be yourself. I embrace you beautiful Brian 🖤 Lots of Love & Comfort, Joy & Peace your way! Hugs 🖤🖤🖤
I am so glad my love has you all here to help when she will need it most
She's got you now ❤🌹❤ And, that's just perfect! Praying for miracles for you Brian 🙌
Both of your journeys have been such a inspiration to me and so many other steemians. Thank you for giving to this community and making us remember what is truly important and the possibilities steemit has to offer all of us!
Thank you my friend and for understanding my post. It truly is an amazing outlet
I've been following your journey through @lynncoyle1's page and posts as well as your own. Every time I read an update I get emotional thinking about what you are both going through; and trying to comprehend how I would be handling this same situation if it were my husband. I just can't put myself in your shoes.
Blessings and prayers to both of you!
Hi My Girls friend and mine lol. I am glad and would never ask anyone to walk in our shoes. Its hard at times and I do want you to know that the love we share makes it all worth while in a way. Not glad of my early death coming or our daily fight against this disease and yes I said our fight because it affects here as much as me. But glad that I have my best friend @lynncoyle1 as my wife and partner. Her smile, support and her love keep me content. Thank you for being her friend and she will need you all I am sure
awww @goldendawne, if you had to you would, and I'd venture to guess you would handle it bravely, with grace and a whole lot of love! Having said that, I hope to god you never have to.
This is for both you and @briancourteau - you are a true blessing to each other and hold the strength for the other when they can't do it on any given day.
I see such a true testament of love, dedication and inspiration from both of your comments.
Thank you @goldendawne; that's very sweet of you to say!
I have gone back and read all of your posts over the last few days . I hate that you have to suffer this horrible disease. Life truly isn’t fair ! Why does this have to happen with someone that has so much love in their lives ?
You are also truly inspiring . To be able to have the love you two have for each other . To be able to think of the positive and enjoy every moment together. This is amazing !
You two are truly an inspiration and definitely #relationshipgoals .
❤️😊
Thank you my friend for taking the time to read my posts and hopefully you read my loves posts too. @lynncoyle1. She truly is a star shining so bright in my life and many here too on steemit.....
Thank you for reading my story
I’m absolutely reading hers next ( I’ve read only some ) .
Thanks for sharing your story .
You are an inspiration to us all!
Hi Roger. lynn speaks of you alot. your her rainbow bridge partner
Hi Brian!
I have lots of aches and pains, but I know know that it's an age thing. I know I'm a lot closer to the end than the beginning. I know I have some nights that I think to myself " wouldn't it be so nice just to end it"! Then I wake up in the morning, make the coffee, and take the dogs for a walk and enjoy every moment! And on those really lucky days take photos of the sunrise!
We have a friend Arnie, who we met 4 years ago. When we first met him he told us his doctor told him that he had a year to live. Arnie pretty much believed that, but then he went to another doctor after he was still alive over a year later. That doctor said that the other doctor was wrong and he wouldn't die yet! We saw Arnie a couple of weeks ago and he's still going strong!
Brian, we're all here for you! We are all sharing your pain. We are all sending you healing energy.
Hugs
Roger
That you very much for showing us the inner dealings with your fight against cancer, we are all rooting for you!
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It's not over until you said so brother ! The power of love cannot be underestimated, continue being an example of courage, strength and honesty, and we will continue to love you and send the good vibe :)
be in touch soon brother. much love and BTW lynn hugged me so hard it hurt, said it was from you lol
True believers does not worry about end of life.
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