Hi Brian!
I have lots of aches and pains, but I know know that it's an age thing. I know I'm a lot closer to the end than the beginning. I know I have some nights that I think to myself " wouldn't it be so nice just to end it"! Then I wake up in the morning, make the coffee, and take the dogs for a walk and enjoy every moment! And on those really lucky days take photos of the sunrise!
We have a friend Arnie, who we met 4 years ago. When we first met him he told us his doctor told him that he had a year to live. Arnie pretty much believed that, but then he went to another doctor after he was still alive over a year later. That doctor said that the other doctor was wrong and he wouldn't die yet! We saw Arnie a couple of weeks ago and he's still going strong!
Brian, we're all here for you! We are all sharing your pain. We are all sending you healing energy.
Hugs
Roger